Hello Lovely Readers,
I know it has been a long time since I have published any part of my story... so long some of you might have thought I have given up writing. Well fear not, I have not. I have gone back and forth on this mentally, my friend advised me not to publish my story on the internet because a publisher would not touch my story if people had free access to it. I followed that advise. But to be honest through all my thoughts on how this blog should be, sharing my story was a very important factor of writing this blog. I hope to one day be published but I still want to share some of my victories with my loyal readers.
I am still working on my story, even with going to grad-school full time I have found writing to be my little oasis. However it does take me awhile as for the most part I can still only write through hand writing then typing it up. I have written at few odd intervals and have tried to keep up on transcribing it, but it is hard. Any way Saturday I passed 80,000 words typed up... a victory for me! I can't wait till I across 100,000 words.
Any way here is a little part of my story that got me up to 80,000 words.
Hope you have a nice week.
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My dear sweet Emmy,
How I have missed your company. If Laurel and your mother can spare you, I beg you to be my companion at Mr. and Mrs. Netherfields’ dinner. Mr. Dumont cannot attend with me and I would hate to throw off Mrs. Netherfields’ table when we have already agreed to go. Your cousins Mr. and Mrs. Nicholas Danford are coming and I know how much she has missed your company. I believe there will be another party of interest there as well.
Please write as quick as you can.
How I have missed your company. If Laurel and your mother can spare you, I beg you to be my companion at Mr. and Mrs. Netherfields’ dinner. Mr. Dumont cannot attend with me and I would hate to throw off Mrs. Netherfields’ table when we have already agreed to go. Your cousins Mr. and Mrs. Nicholas Danford are coming and I know how much she has missed your company. I believe there will be another party of interest there as well.
Please write as quick as you can.
Yours Always,
Aunt Iris.
“Another party,” Emmy could tell right
away she meant Brandon. Aunt Iris had always been do keen on pushing Brandon
and her together. “Oh heavens I suppose I shall have to face him soon enough,”
Emmy said to herself.
“Saunders said there was a letter from
Iris, what does she want?” Fiona said coming into the room.
“She is begging me to accompany her to
the Netherfields’ dinner. That is if you and Laurel can spare me.”
“Oh you must go, the Netherfields are
some of the highest society and their parties are so grand. You will meet a
great number of people I should say and it is not right for you to stay cooped
up in here. I insist you go.”
“Nicholas and Kathryn will be there and
I suspect Mr. Brandon James as well.”
“Well you must go, they are such dear
friends.”
“Yes mother.”
Emmy had not told mother about Caleb or
Brandon. Perhaps she should go, see Brandon in public and it would the best to
do that at a large gathering. If they were alone in conversation they could
make small talk and try to pretend nothing had happened.
“Go and come back with a nice report to
tell us all that happened,” Laurel said when Emmy discussed it with her.
“All that happens?”
“Yes I want to see the room come alive,
remember all the details of the women’s dresses, the flowers in the
centerpieces, and how the food tastes. The Netherfields are known for being
quite refined in all aspects and I want a full report.”
“You want to know all that happens?”
“Of course I do.”
“Every detail, every awkward moment,
every uncomfortable glance.”
“I am sure it will not be that bad.”
“I am sure it will.”
“Well try your best to enjoy yourself.”
“I will try for your sake.”
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Emmy wore one of her new gowns. It was dark green with rose pink
accents. Moth told her the green brought out her eyes. Every time Emmy dressed
up now for society she still felt as if she was playing dress up. A woman was
showing up more and more in the reflection but she felt so much like a girl in
her mother’s dress and shoes.
Aunt Iris was most happy to have her as her companion and promised to show her off. The Netherfields and all their associates were in the highest social standing. It would be good for Emmy to get known in these circles.
When they arrived and gave their welcomes to their host and
hostess Emmy was quick to find Kathryn. Kathryn was all kindness and asked
after Laurel. It was all such a miserable circumstance, Kathryn said. Then Emmy
asked after Brandon. Kathryn either didn't know anything of their last
interaction or was a very good actress and pretended not to know
anything. Either way, Emmy supposed it did not matter as Kathryn said he was
not coming. She said work had kept him so hectic these last few weeks that he
hardly called on her and that he practically slept in the office. Then she
lowered her voice and spoke at a volume only Emmy could hear and admitted that
both Julia and Caleb were to come. Emmy felt a little light headed but could not
let her friend see. Kathryn was not able to finish her next sentence for at
that very moment Julia walked in.
“Emmy darling.”
“Hello Julia.”
“I did not know you were going to be here, is Laurel here as
well?”
“No I am afraid that Laurel is too ill to be out of the house.”
“That is a shame to miss such a night as this.”
“I will let her know that I send her your regards.”
"Please do. It is
a shame she is not here tonight for I had such wonderful news, I wanted to
share it with both my cousins and my sister."
"What is
it?" Kathryn asked knowing Emmy did not have the heart to.
"Mother and
father have given me their permission for Caleb and I to marry next month. It
turns out father has given Caleb a position in his office, so I shall not be
moving to New York as I hoped but this will be perfect as I will still be close
to home and my family. Any way Caleb has to do for father in German, I believe,
so father is letting us get married and then we will got to Germany on our
honeymoon. Oh it is all perfect. Of course I'd rather go to France or Italy
like you did dear sister," she said smiling at Kathryn. "But if we
can get married sooner all the better. I cannot imagine sending Caleb to
Germany as I anxiously await his return with a ring on my finger." Julia
paid little to the fact Emmy was growing whiter with each word out of her
mouth. "Now, dearest Emmy, I know we had our little disagreements last
summer but I do hope we can put that behind us and you will be my bride's maid.
I have lots of friends but no friend can replace the closeness of family bonds."
Emmy could barely
speak but somehow mustered the strength to shake her head yes. She also somehow
was able to convey a smile to let Julia believe she was truly happy for her.
