I am excited to announce my first guest blogger.
I like this picture because it makes me
feel glamorous as if I was a celebrity being snapped by the paparazzi. I am probably the least glamorous person I
know so that picture is probably false advertising, haha! I love reading what Blaire has to say on her
blog and I was excited when she asked for some guest bloggers. I tend to use my blog as a journal and write
about what’s going on in my life and the things that interest me. And I like to ramble. So here is a little something that I have
pulled from the nooks of my brain.
I never really had a clear career
path. I was jealous of those kids that
knew they wanted to be a doctor or a lawyer or a teacher. That seemed so easy to me. You would go to university, study for the set
amount of years and then you would have a proper career at the end of it. A job that is always in fashion. And one that was always useful.
I remember a constant horrible panicky
feeling in the back of my head that stayed with me from about 14 til 24. Because I had absolutely no idea what I
wanted to be when I grew up. And you
reach a stage in your life when people start asking you ALL THE TIME what
you’re going to do after school and I didn’t have a response to that
question. I hated the way people would
look at me, like I was wasting my parents’ time and money for sending me to a
good school, like I was lazy because I couldn’t think of a job or that I was a
lost cause.
I discovered an old school book of mine a
while back. I was probably about eight
at the time and we had to write a sentence or two on what we wanted to be when
we grew up. This is what I wrote.
“When I grow up, I would like to be a farmer’s
wife. Or a parrot trainer”
I really like that I didn’t want to be a
farmer. I wanted to be his wife! I still have a very romantic view of farm
life and is pretty much encapsulated in this picture.
I
imagine waking at the crack of dawn (and enjoying it!) and making fresh bread
to be eaten at breakfast. I imagine I
would have had three strapping boys that would help their father on the
farm. I think I just liked that there
would have been lots of animals around.
I would have dogs (to help with rounding up animals) and cats (to help
keep the rats out of the barn). I would
probably have to feed baby lambs in the spring time.
Also side note, a farmer’s wife is not a
career option. It’s just what occurs if
you happen to marry a man who is also a farmer!
Option two… Parrot trainer, I have no idea
where that sprang from! Nowadays I can’t
think of anything worse. Parrots sqwak
all the time, they have to be constantly mentally stimulated and they have
giant beaks that do an awful lot of damage.
No thanks!
I think that what eight year old Laura was
trying to say was that she wanted to do something that made her happy and that
was with animals. I’m now in a new
career as a veterinary nurse and I finally feel like I’ve landed on my feet. I wish I could go back in time and tell my
old self not to worry because it all works out in the end.